I have no clue what happened, what went wrong, and why things are the way they are. Everything was so right, everything felt right, until you stopped making things feel right. What happened, why are things like this? Why is it so easy for you to act like you don’t know me? As much as I try to act the same way you do, it’s hard to forget everything we lived.
Is it that easy for you to forget? To forget all the things I told you, and all the things you told me? Is it that easy for you to deny my existence, because I can tell you it’s not easy for me to forget? How can you be so cruel, and act in the way you do with me. Can you teach me your techniques on how to betray people, people who trusted you, and gave you all their trust?
Why was it so easy for you to talk to me, but now you can’t even look at me? What went wrong? You didn’t even give me the chance to show you how important you are to me. Just like that, after I gave you all my time, my loyalty, my trust, and showed you how much I appreciate you, you turned your back on me. Put yourself in my place. Would you like it if I left you hanging, and if I threw everything behind? Would you like it if I denied your existence?
You know what I hate the most, the fact I went out of my way to be the best person I can to you. I hate the fact that I even considered letting you enter my life, but most of all, I hate the fact I can’t regret any of this. What happened, I wish you would tell me, but the only thing I can do now, is continue wondering what went wrong and seeing you everywhere I go, trying to hold myself in front of you. If only you can see yourself in my eyes, you then would hate yourself.