I only remember you when I am sad. Its very unfair that I only remember you when I am feeling this emotion of sadness. All those years and memories we had together and the only time I tend to remember you is when I am sad. I feel cruel and evil that I only remember you when I am sad. Its crazy how only when I am sad I wish things went differently, but when I am not sad, I am grateful that things went the way they did, or am I just lying to myself? Its 3 am and I am just listening to sad songs remembering all those times we shared together. Those times where I was just goofing around and not thinking that one day I would really miss you when I am feeling sad. I know you told me many times that you were the one for me, but I knew with all my heart you weren’t, or I knew it would not work out, it was just too impossible. But then I think to myself if you really cared about me the way you said you did, then you wouldn’t lose contact with me, you would go out of your way to hear my voice and see what I am up to. You would feel me when I am feeling sad.